Ronda Rousey has broken her silence for the first time since being knocked out by Holly Holm at UFC 193 last month.

Everyone’s waiting for the rematch, and while they’re probably have to wait until late 2016, the former UFC women’s champ says it may be her last fight… if she loses again.

“I guess it’s all going to be determined by what happens in the rematch,” Rousey tells ESPN. “Everything is going to be determined by that. Either I’ll win and keep going or I won’t and I’ll be done with everything.”

Later, the 28-year-old talks about the aftermath of her first MMA loss, which she took it hard over Thanksgiving week.

“I kind of just slept a lot and ate fast food,” Rousey explained. “First I was so sick I couldn’t eat anything. Then I just slept and pooped in the woods. I used a whole roll of toilet paper in one day.

“Physically, my body was refusing its own failures,” she continued. “It was, like, sick of itself. Expelling itself. Like all the skin came off my face. My whole body flushed it out.”