Nicki Minaj capped off a busy week of promoting her new album, The Pinkprint, by dropping its accompanying short film… in which she seems to show just how devastated she is over her break-up with longtime boyfriend ScaffBeezy (real name: Safaree Samuels).

In the 16-minute clip — which plays along to album cuts such as “The Crying Game,” “All Things” and “Grand Piano” — the rapper cries and grieves over the break-up, hopping into her car to collect her thoughts before suddenly getting into a car crash.

You have to watch the rest of the film to see how it plays out.