Popular Youtube personality and aspiring rapper Freddy E committed suicide on Saturday evening (January 5) and tweeted about it, allegedly following a break-up with rapper Honey Cocaine, both of whom are signed to Tyga’s Last Kings record label.
The young rapper (real name: Freddy E. Buhl) was tweeting about being distraught over the split and contemplating suicide just moments before actually shooting himself, said various reports.
“This day couldn’t get any worse…,” Freddy wrote (@Freddy_E). “Smoked my first pack of cigarettes today… been a long time since I’ve gone through heart break. It’s a cold unforgiving world if I do say.
“It’s all bad y’all… Cruising in the 300 Chrysler. Wishing the world could be a little brighter. But all I can seem to find is this lighter. It’s all bad y’all,” he continued. “If there’s a God then He’s calling me back home. This barrel never felt so good next to my dome. It’s cold & I’d rather die than live alone. It’s… all… bad… y’all. *puts finger around trigger*.”
Freddy would follow by tweeting “I love yous” to his mother, father, and a woman named Katherine before saying “God… please forgive me,” and a final tweet that read “I’m sorry.”
Honey Cocaine reacted, via Twitter (@QueenHoneyC), to the sad news, lashing out at fans who blamed her for the tragedy.
“To say I caused what happened is ignorance.. You know nothing about our friendship or the story, hate me if you feel.. We loved each other,” she wrote “Say it’s my fault, threaten me, whatever.. I knew him well enough to know he had other things happening.. I was there for him all the time.
“From the first time we met, we said we’d do whatever for eachother. Bonnie and f***ing Clyde. If you love him, respect us and our situation,” Honey Cocaine added.
Tyga had not tweeted about the news as of press time.
Freddy E was just 22 years old. His Youtube channel, Jerk TV, boasted over 64,000 subscribers and nearly 7 million video views.