Remy Ma Checks In From Jail: Talks Stress, Writing Rhymes

Remy MaRemy Ma has been locked up since early 2008, serving an eight year bid for two charges of assault, stemming from from an incident in July 2007 where the rapper was accused of shooting friend Makeda Barnes-Joseph after an argument over money.

She’s been keeping busy, writing rhymes. She’s even called into local New York radio stations to check it. However, it’s been quiet for a minute, and Remy wanted to check in.

So, the New York rapper penned a letter, via GlobalGrind.com, to let people know how she’s doing. Rem’s letter is as follows:

I always find myself thinking about what I was doing a year ago, two years ago, five years ago today. I never remember exactly where till I find myself imagining where I would be today. I rarely listen to the radio because it’s sort of depressing. Not being able to record is stressful, not because I’m a rapper but because that was my way of venting and expressing myself. So I write a lot! So much that now I have a callous on my finger from holding a pen. I guess I got used to texting my rhymes!

I get a lot of fan mail and everyone asks me how I’m doing? I say fine, the way I see it I never imagined making it this far with my sanity. Not being able to go somewhere when you want, see your family when you want (on many occasions when you need to), can’t use the phone, take a shower, wear clothes, or even eat when you want — super aggravating. Whenever, which is almost everyday I get visits, a lot of kids ask for autographs. It’s something that I used to do almost everyday but now it actually feels weird, I really feel like an inmate.

And as much as I hate to admit it, I really am an inmate. I mean, it kind of grows on you when certain people go out of there way to make you feel like that.

They have this program called YAP (Youth Assistance Program) they keep asking me to join. It’s a program that brings inner city kids to the prison to show them what it’s like to be incarcerated. I hear that every group asks about me but I’m a little hesitant to join. They think it will give the kids a reality check that this can happen to anyone. I however feel that it’ll be more of the kids wanting to see Remy Ma the rapper and because of that they won’t get that I’m actually in jail. So I’m still contemplating. If I figure out a way for them to actually get it, that this is really not a place you would ever want to be whether for 8 years, 8 months, or 8 minutes then I’ll do it.

Everyone in prison isn’t innocent but everyone in prison isn’t guilty. So whether you end up here on purpose or by accident, the pain you’re feeling is still the same. And I can quote a lot “gangsters” by saying that “I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy…”

Forever Innocent,
Rem

9 comments
  1. What a joke. Remy Ma shot that lady, what exactly is she innocent of?

  2. Well – who’s really going to wait eight years for her beside her love ones. This is really deeply sad to me. Wow.

  3. Black people need to take responsibility for their actions. Remy, you shot your friend, over money. You shot someone. How again are you forever innocent ? Stupid twat.

  4. Dang Remy i mean you was at the top of your game and then you do that. Talks of signing with Young Money and all then you shoot someone over 3g’s hell you should of jus beat the breaks off her every day till she paid you back period “spelled out”

  5. That’s some bitch talk.She always talking gangsta shit now she got a reality check for the moment and as soon as she comes home she’s gonna be bragging about her 8yr bid and how she shot some body.These rappers kills me how they talk all that rah rah then cry like a bitch behind the steel doors and gates and them damn gray walls “shit I know I did” she right it ain’t no place to be!

  6. All of you dumb ass ppl comin down on her without knowing if she’s innocent or not need to get a grip. Who is to say that she shot this girl? And Bitch TAlk? What’s Bitchy about what she wrote? You must be a bitch to not realize REAL TALK!!

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